Just realized: Whenever I read outrageous news about politics, my outrage comes second. First, my brain makes an attempt to find a perspective in which it might make sense to act like these morons do.

That‘s not healthy for my brain. But I‘ve trained myself so well that I can’t seem to unlearn the reflex.

And this is the main reason why I have to avoid news these days. Of course it’s also because of the helplessness and all the bad emotions. But mainly because „understanding“ causes damage to my brain and soul.

#actuallyAutistic
@autistics