Numbers and algorithms are so messed up for my brain.
I have a YouTube channel with 97K subscribers and if I publish a video that does below 1K it feels like a failure, even tho I get dozens of positive comments, I'm proud of the video, and I had fun during the time I spent making it.
Fuck numbers and algorithms, dude.
I need to go back to how I was pre-internet, just making things for my own pleasure, and being happy if only a handful of people like it