Our new night-active neighbor and my insomnia are deffo not compatible. Not even pills help. I can't believe our bad luck. One shitty neighbor getting replaced by even shittier ones. Or at this point, I believe this must be a curse.
How to un-curse ourselves?! Not even kidding, how does one do that!?
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I have lived clean & sober for over 40 years. Cravings have existed in the past, but never as they did in these past few days. Not for nothing sleep deprivation is a form of torture.
Heroin would help me relax, deal with anxiety, allow me to find some inner peace, equanimity.
Why the fuck is this excellent drug illegal, while drugs that numb you, like booze, nicotine, sugar, aren't. Because capitalism. The legal drugs help people to cope with exploitation & alienation.
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I know the drug. I know that i love it and that it would help me with many of my health issues that do not seem to ever start improving.
But to consume it is illegal and the black market is beyond problematic.
Self-medication should never be a crime.