I get that same uncomfortable look when someone tries to hand me a baby every time someone gives me a shoutout for some open source thing
"eehhhhh this is too big of a responsibility, i really shouldn't. no, you don't understand, you don't want me in this position it may not end well"



johnny peligro
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in reply to johnny peligro • • •@mischievoustomato also, I don't feel qualified for anything.
I'm not looking for fame and I didn't get some fancy MIT education or anything
johnny peligro
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in reply to johnny peligro • • •@mischievoustomato I can't call myself a programmer, never really been paid to "build something" as my primary job description.
I'm a sysadmin/network guy who has been up to his eyeballs in Linux/BSD for a long time and spent a lot of time reading code and fixing things.
I'm not fluent in PHP, but I've fixed customers' PHP apps before.
I've reworked a patches to C/C++ projects to make them compile again on newer OS or library or whatever
Give me a targeted error or problem and I can probably figure it out.
Ask me to build/design something from scratch and even though I have a lot of ideas in my head about the right way to do things because I try to pay attention to best practices, security, performance and have a pretty wide range of knowledge... I'm more likely than not to produce an amateurish pile of garbage
If someone else provided me with a complete technical design to follow of how it should work, there's a much better chance I can be successful or at least not waste so much time